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open my eyes in total darkness I try to open my mouth but it won't move and suddenly my breath are hard and heavy and it feels like my lungs are about to explode! I try screaming "HELP! SOMEBODY HELP ME!" I know what's coming next, it has happened every night in the past three months...
I can feel the mattress sinking on the left corner as if it is weighed down by another being "Dani, don't worry, it's just me" I can feel the cold sweat running down my back and my heart is pounding "don't be scared" I feel his cold fingers pressing against my skin his hands slowly moving across my torso towards my pants he slips one of his fingers under my underwear I scream "LET ME GO! LEAVE ME!" but no sound is coming out he shoves his fingers deeper "you like that huh?!" He says while biting his lips. I close my eyes as heard as I can it's not real it's not real it's not real its not real IT'S NOT REAL! but I can still feel his hands on my skin reaching to grab my boobs
Tears are running down my face someone or something make it stop I pray silently
But he is still there "you like being touched I can tell" he says with a smirk and his eyes wide open I feel like I'm about to pass out and then just as suddenly as he came he disappeared with my heart still pounding I slowly move from laying down to sitting in my bed and I burst into tears
And I cant help but wonder will I ever have a normal safe night again?