כתבתי משהו אתמול באיזה 3 בלילה וחשבתי אולי מישהו יזדהה

i wish to wake up and feel okay
like none of this matter
i wish to wake up without this feeling
of me failing
i wish to wake up alone without having to worry about others
and the next morning to wake up with many people in my life because yesterday i worry for nothing
i wish to wake up feeling free and with all my problems away
i wish to wake up and know that they care
i wish to wake up fearless
to be brave
to be strong
yet i also wish to wake up smart and do things on my own
but what i really wish is.