כתבתי שיר ורציתי לשאול מה אתם חושבים עליו (באנגלית)

Poem:

There are somethings that I would never be a
able to say to you out loud
Those things do not at all make me proud
Those are the things that cause me so much stress
Yet to you, they seem so small like a little black dress
The things that you say are a trigger that you pull
Without even noticing how much of a fool
I have been
The blood that rushes through my veins and rushes to my heart seems so shiny
But to you every word you say to me, every phrase and every sound is so tiny

I feel like I'm losing control
I wanna get out and feel all
Of the things I should be feeling
Cause this process is not healing
It's just falling for you again and again
And hold it in is not something I can
When you are so close yet so far away
I can't help but wonder if one day you'll stay
And with me here you'll be able to lay
But that's just a dream at the end of the day

So I hope that one day I'll find someone else
That my buttons would be able to press
But my triggers, my person will not push
Because that person will know not to beat around the bush